One of my all time favorite shows use to be "One Tree Hill". If you have no clue what I'm talking about, it's a simple show on WB that once revolved around the life of high schools, Lucas, Peyton, Brooke, Nathan, Haley, Skills and Mouth. I found my Monday nights rushing home to watch this show, mainly because my high school was nothing like Tree Hill High and I loved the drama that the show portrayed. Although, I am now not nearly a fan as I once was. As I grew up, so did the Tree Hill clan. Come later years when Lucas loves Peyton, Peyton can't marry Lucas, Lucas loves Lindsey, now Peyton wants Lucas, Lucas wants them both, see what I mean??
This past weekend I was recalling an episode that for some reason is always in my mind. It's an episode where Peyton realizes that Lucas isn't going to leave Lindsey for her and so she realizes she has to let him go. She finds Lucas and she tells him, "The most perfect act of love is sacrifice.....I love you Lucas and have since the first moment we locked eyes and it's gonna suck, but if what you want is for me to let go, then I'm gonna do it. Be happy Luke. I want that with all my heart"
Thank you One Tree Hill and Peyton Sawyer for your words of truth.
It sucks having to let him go and letting him be happy with someone else. And although we're not going to have the dramatic moment of him leaving her for me, like Lucas did for Peyton, yes, they end up together, I know that he's happy and that I'll never be able to share it with him sucks, but I'm willing to let my emotions go and let him go so that he can be happy.
I loved him in high school, how ironic, and now we're adults and there isn't a chance it'll happen. I have to let him go, because I love him and well, the most perfect act of love, is sacrifice...
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