It's been a while!!

Hello readers in the world...

Well, so much has happened since my last blog...I saw Joe, I didn't cry. Shocking, I know...

It actually came out of the blue. We were at an event that I was pretty sure his family would be there, not him. Anyway, let me set the scene.

I was standing in the front of the Hotel Hall and talking with people, just chatting them up like I usually do and all of the sudden, I feel this hand on my back! It was Joe's mom. "We've been looking for you" EECK!!!!! I literally froze...then I look over her shoulder and there he his. All 6'3'', of him. I looked at him and it was over. I felt NOTHING! Absoulutely nothing. I couldn't believe it. I'm sure I looked incredibly awkward in that moment, just staring, but I had to know for sure that I felt nothing. Then he hugged me....NOTHING!!! That's right readers, NOTHING!!!! I AM OVER HIM!!!!!! ~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_ That's my virtual happy dance!

I am SO releived that there is nothing left in my heart for Joe. I feel AMAZING!!!!! It's like a peice of me has been put bck together...it's a great feeling by the way..

Does this mean that my heartache is over?? YES!!! Because I am not letting myself fall for a guy as hard as I did for Joe. I have a plethra of post-it notes around my office with some of my favorite scriptures. Fool me once, shame on me, fool me twice, shame on me again, man!!! ;)

It's a new day readers. No, scratch that. It's a NEW LIFE!!!!