Tuesday, April 20, 2010

My blessing!

Thank you to that reader who sent me a letter in the mail today!

You have made me smile SO much and I thank you!!! ;)

I'm talking to you reader, don't you settle for less than what God has! He has something great in store for you!! What ever you are going through and the clarity that needs to be seen, is on it's way! Just hang on to the promise that He's given you!! It won't be easy, but it will be worth it!!!

It's been a while!!

Hello readers in the world...

Well, so much has happened since my last blog...I saw Joe, I didn't cry. Shocking, I know...

It actually came out of the blue. We were at an event that I was pretty sure his family would be there, not him. Anyway, let me set the scene.

I was standing in the front of the Hotel Hall and talking with people, just chatting them up like I usually do and all of the sudden, I feel this hand on my back! It was Joe's mom. "We've been looking for you" EECK!!!!! I literally froze...then I look over her shoulder and there he his. All 6'3'', of him. I looked at him and it was over. I felt NOTHING! Absoulutely nothing. I couldn't believe it. I'm sure I looked incredibly awkward in that moment, just staring, but I had to know for sure that I felt nothing. Then he hugged me....NOTHING!!! That's right readers, NOTHING!!!! I AM OVER HIM!!!!!! ~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_ That's my virtual happy dance!

I am SO releived that there is nothing left in my heart for Joe. I feel AMAZING!!!!! It's like a peice of me has been put bck together...it's a great feeling by the way..

Does this mean that my heartache is over?? YES!!! Because I am not letting myself fall for a guy as hard as I did for Joe. I have a plethra of post-it notes around my office with some of my favorite scriptures. Fool me once, shame on me, fool me twice, shame on me again, man!!! ;)

It's a new day readers. No, scratch that. It's a NEW LIFE!!!!